Today was definitely a lazy day, no school= bummy, lazy me! Brilliant way for any teenager to spend their day right?...
Well I just got horrific news while writing my post, well horrific in a teenager girl sense. My ex whom I just broke up with a month (after a year, a month and 3 weeks to be exact) or so ago apparently is hooking up with a girl I would consider an acquaintance (at the bottom of friendship totem pole), we had a brief moment of bonding on a school trip. I currently don't know how to feel. (any suggestions?)
I'm in between hurt/pissed. But am I justified? I mean we are over, there was no love after a while so why should I even give a damn, right?...
I have always prided myself in never giving in too my teenage girl emotions and lately I've been doing it soo often.
I saw this post going in a completely different direction, I was going to blog about how wonder my lazy day was and all the things I delighted in today but now all I feel like doing is crying my eyes out. And I kinda hate myself for it.
Lately my life has been like Degrassi or a soap opera or something overly dramatic. I'm just waiting to see who's going to slap who in the face or who's going to get the std and spread it around.
I've always hoped my life would be a little bit more original but I guess not. Anyone ever had the feeling that they were living life through a television screen and maybe someone, somewhere in the world was watching their life for entertainment? Because I currently feel like that.
I wish I was 5 again with my Barney paraphernalia, running around scraping my knee and having my mommy kiss my troubles away. Rather than live my current dramatic life!
This was just a snippet of my dramatic life (to be a boy must have less drama...)
No comments:
Post a Comment