Disenchantment!...

Disenchanted by life

It leads no colour...

Forever bound to a colourless existence

Subdued to an impotent state

Four white walls around me

Prison or home?

The bunk mate says "we'll be out soon! I've sent for help!!!" 

Help!?!? From who?

"The magical spacecraft"

I don't belong here but certainly he does

Prison or home?

Temporary insanity...

Proclivity

Once upon a time I though we were soul-mates,

Destined to the forever and the after,

Por sempre e sempre

Forever bonded by the deed,

Tied together in only one way people could be,

An amalgamation of two!

You and I were the ideal 

couple..

But as with most things,

Time foresaw

 a different ending.

Ripped apart by the misconceptions of where we we heading!

Time foresaw it but why didn't I?

Forever blinded by the proclivity of the heart.

Simplistic Prayer

I cry for you daily,

My tears paved the river to your destiny,

A destiny without the pain I was left to feel, 

A safe haven from this corruption!

This is my will for you,

An impervious place.

Death and all that it encompasses...

Hey guys, I know I haven't posted in a while but I've been uber busy with school and all the work that comes with it.
I'm writing this post with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes. As part of one of my English classes we had to do this book report of sorts on anything basically. I chose the topic of Adolescent Suicide. I've recently had two of my close friends attempt suicide so I thought it appropriate to do this topic and alert everyone about this growing problem.
The reason I'm so teary eyed is because I just spent some time reading people suicide notes/last letters home from soldiers abroad in war. I've done extensive research on this topic and I still don't understand why people do it (I understand but I still can't fathom it). It's not fair! People shouldn't get to decide how they want to end their 16 years of existence. People who at 19 shouldn't be sent to die in a senseless war. Its isn't fair!  A parent should not be allowed to outlive their child! These stupid things shouldn't be happening now! Haven't we evolved into sensible people?...
None of this is fair! I'm so tired of the world playing these sick jokes on innocent people! I'm so tired of these bullies making life so hard for these kids that they want to end their lives! I am so tired of these presidents (who are supposed to be wise) having these wars with "rival" countries! Innocent people shouldn't have to die on a daily basis. None of this is fair!