Disenchantment!...

Disenchanted by life

It leads no colour...

Forever bound to a colourless existence

Subdued to an impotent state

Four white walls around me

Prison or home?

The bunk mate says "we'll be out soon! I've sent for help!!!" 

Help!?!? From who?

"The magical spacecraft"

I don't belong here but certainly he does

Prison or home?

Temporary insanity...

Proclivity

Once upon a time I though we were soul-mates,

Destined to the forever and the after,

Por sempre e sempre

Forever bonded by the deed,

Tied together in only one way people could be,

An amalgamation of two!

You and I were the ideal 

couple..

But as with most things,

Time foresaw

 a different ending.

Ripped apart by the misconceptions of where we we heading!

Time foresaw it but why didn't I?

Forever blinded by the proclivity of the heart.

Simplistic Prayer

I cry for you daily,

My tears paved the river to your destiny,

A destiny without the pain I was left to feel, 

A safe haven from this corruption!

This is my will for you,

An impervious place.

Death and all that it encompasses...

Hey guys, I know I haven't posted in a while but I've been uber busy with school and all the work that comes with it.
I'm writing this post with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes. As part of one of my English classes we had to do this book report of sorts on anything basically. I chose the topic of Adolescent Suicide. I've recently had two of my close friends attempt suicide so I thought it appropriate to do this topic and alert everyone about this growing problem.
The reason I'm so teary eyed is because I just spent some time reading people suicide notes/last letters home from soldiers abroad in war. I've done extensive research on this topic and I still don't understand why people do it (I understand but I still can't fathom it). It's not fair! People shouldn't get to decide how they want to end their 16 years of existence. People who at 19 shouldn't be sent to die in a senseless war. Its isn't fair!  A parent should not be allowed to outlive their child! These stupid things shouldn't be happening now! Haven't we evolved into sensible people?...
None of this is fair! I'm so tired of the world playing these sick jokes on innocent people! I'm so tired of these bullies making life so hard for these kids that they want to end their lives! I am so tired of these presidents (who are supposed to be wise) having these wars with "rival" countries! Innocent people shouldn't have to die on a daily basis. None of this is fair!

Amazing Tunes!

These are the top 12 songs in my playlist that I'd recommend to anyone interested in Indie, Alternative, Pop.

1. Samson- Regina Spektor
2. For You- Angus & Julia Stone
3. Riverside- Agnes Obel
4. The A Team- Ed Sheeran
5. Keep Breathing- Ingrid Michaelson
6. The Lonely- Christina Perri
7. Invisible- Skylar Grey
8. The Devil's Tears- Angus & Julia Stone
9. Winter Song- Sara Bareilles ft. Ingrid Michaelson
10. Song For Viola- Peter Bradley Adams
11. Bonfires- Blue Foundation
12. 9 Crimes- Damien Rice

I guarantee this is one of the best playlist combined. It's nice easy listening and these are amazing artists. If you have any suggestions on how to make this playlist even better feel free to comment ^.^

My World

Happy Holidays everyone!

I know it's been a while since I posted anything but with the holidays being such a big thing here I couldn't find a moment to sit and write. Let alone think....
I've been suffering from a bit of mental fatigue which has definitely done a bit of wear and tear on my entire body. So much has happened over these past couple weeks. Starting with my unhealthy attachment to quite a few different characters in some of my favourite shows.  For instance, I became completely depressed when my fave character, Alicia from Misfits (amazing British tv series) died. It wasn't really a depression but still I was upset lol.  But seriously though she really had my heart, I was really rapped up in her story.

Alicia

I had a bit of free tv watching time, so I decided why not start on Make It or Break It seeing as most of my stupid teenage girl friends were always raving about it. The season 2 finale didn't leave me depressed the way Misfits did it more so left me upset. For anyone who watches this show and did not think that the way Emily Kmetko was written out of the script was really stupid you guys need to get a grip. First of all the writers did a horrible thing by making her this sob story allowing the average teen girl to relate to her only to then knock her up (the actress playing her role is pregnant and married in real life and wanted out of the show to raise her child) and completely shatter the audiences belief that in such a dire situation life can become better. That there is hope. But nope they needed an easy out for her. Personally I think cancer would've been better, or even a career ending fall. The fact that everyone can just move on from this and comment "I hope Emily comes back with the baby, her and Damon" really boggles my mind
But then again what can I expect when the world has been completely desensitised to teenage pregnancy; look at Mtv basically promoting it with their shows, 16 and Pregnant and Teen Mom. I mean seriously??

Emily Kmetko

                                                                                               


I can continue to complain about this mindless drivel but hey, who cares? Its just mindless television which passes the time right?...

P.S. Everyone should go check out Misfits it has some strong language, a bit of sexual content but it really is amazing. If you can get past that then you'll have a blast. ^.^

A Legitimate Vision: Twilight: A Travesty to Literature

Check out this blog for an interesting post on the Twilight Saga. If you are a Twilight lover, this post will broaden your horizons ^.^

A Legitimate Vision: Twilight: A Travesty to Literature:  Because the apple matters.  Before I begin this post, I must explain myself: yes, I did read the entire series over the course of a co...

An Elaboration

I swear that I live a f*cked up life for a teenage girl. No one is supposed to encounter this much drama in a a mere two days...

Clearly I have a neon sign on my forehead saying, "I like drama, crazy b*tches come pick stupid fights with me :)"

Quite frankly I am the person people should not get into arguments with, you know how when some frogs feel threatened they secrete  a deadly slime on their backs to basically ward off their attackers, well I'm like that; I am a venomous lyricist :), I can destroy a person within seconds with a mere sentence (only if continually provoked).
 But there must be this attraction, that people must test out what has been proven true several times before. Its like I'm Cassius Clay (Mohammed Ali) and everyone one wants to get in the ring with me and square off. See if they can even contend with me...

The reason for the long prelude:
I was recently told (today) that I am Queen Bee and currently everyone wants to dethrone me. The funny thing is that I've switched schools and the crazy, psycho b*tches are always talking shit about me and I'm always the thing that fills their minds but what's even more hilarious is the fact that if I go down to my old school to say hi to a couple friends (like 5 tops, persons I actually trust), everyone (I do mean everyone) rushes to greet me....
Isn't that just a tad odd seeing as they talk shit and want my throne??...

Next item of drama...
Female drama -_-. Is there any better?? Nope definitely the most entertaining kind. My "bestfriend" (yup the one and the same who stabbed me in the back) has managed to plunge her knife even further (come on I already have issues with my back). Bestfriends are not supposed to be catty and fight over the affection of someone else. (well I'm not, I've stepped aside because it'll make me happier to see my friend happy rather than me being happy and seeing her unhappy) The funny thing about this situation I don't know how I feel or how to make this go away...
I'm basically screwed -_-